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Why are we so obsessed with other peoples’ choices?

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Why would I poke my nose into someone’s personal choices, like if they want to have children, or not?

Because really, how does it affect me if my friend decides not to have children? As a matter of fact, it doesn’t! If that is what she or he wants, to be without children, it’s their choice. Many seem to think that choosing not to have children is a selfish choice, but isn’t it just as selfish to decide to reproduce your own genes?

More women than men are being questioned about why they decide not to have children, and we have to stop doing that. It’s a personal choice, their choice, and it’s got nothing to do with the rest of us. A woman without children is as much of a woman with children.

Stop saying to young women who say they don’t want kids, things like “Oh, you just wait and see, one day you will come around and want your own children”, or “life will be so empty without children”. Maybe your life will feel empty without (your) children, or maybe you always dreamt of being a parent. But we don’t all share the same dreams.

Even as a mother myself, I’m actually provoked each time I see/hear other women being questioned about why they don’t want children. Why is it that they have to explain or justify that choice? We never ask people to justify their choice of career, do we? So why is it so important to us to know why people, in particular women, chose not to have children?

I don’t have the answer to that question, but what I can say, is that I don’t see why it should be of any interest to me. It might be worth adding that some people really want kids, but they can’t have them, for various reasons. Insisting on asking them about when they are going to start a family or why they haven’t got children yet, is actually very disrespectful, and stir emotions better left alone at social gatherings. It’s not your right to know everything.

With the holiday season coming up, you might find yourself in company of people who has decided to live their lives differently than you. As they will probably never demand an explanation from you as to why you decided to have children, don’t demand an explanation from them either, because frankly speaking, they really don’t owe you one.

My life, my choice ❤
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Equality has yet to arrive…

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Despite what many people think, we are far from gender equality. Neither in the professional domain, or in the domestic. Women are still paid less than men. Sectors predominantly female, are less valued, and thus less paid, than male dominated sectors. Even after the Covid-pandemic, when the whole world was cheering for the nurses, little has happened to their working conditions and their pay check. Likewise when we speak about school/education. All politicians are very concerned about the level of their country’s students in international tests like the PISA, wanting to be the best, but when discussing the pay and working conditions of the teachers, it’s hard to find the money.

Our children’s education is what is going to get them jobs and income in the future, so why is it so hard to give a decent pay to the people whose responsibility it is to provide this education? Is it because it is predominantly women working in the (public) schools up to a certain level?

But it’s not just in public sector that there’s a gap between the genders in pay. It happens all over, also in the private sector and in the movie business to add a couple of examples. So no, equality at the workplace has not arrived.

The same is true when it comes to domestic life. Women still take on much more of the domestic chores and logistics, than the men, even when both parties are working full time.

As I mentioned in one of my previous posts, girls are still raised different than boys, in the respect of taking care of a household. And the women are punished much harder than men if things are not “up to standard” at home, being it cleanliness, homemade food, following up on birthdays and other anniversaries (both family and friends, and children’s friends).

Women are expected to drop whatever they are doing for the needs of anyone else. Children need attention? Mum is coming. Children need help with homework? One moment, darling, I’ll come help you. Child sick and home from school? Mum is usually the ones who stays home from work. Elderly family members need assistance? Be there as fast as I can.

This constant disruption of own activities, and work, is something women just accept. Like there is no alternative. And this constant rupture also influences women’s careers and pay check in the long run. Or, if they are really focused on juggling both family and career, they are often sacrificing almost everything else, like taking care of their own health, going out with friends, or just read a book on the sofa (a book that has nothing to do with work or childcare, but simply for entertainment).

Most mums I know are up and about, taking care of their family’s needs no matter their own condition. We pop an Advil, and get on with business as usual, because we are expected to do so.

Alright, the occasional Scandinavian reader might protest a bit. But don’t you forget that you’re in the lead. Here in France, things are rather different. Even if we have free childcare from 3 years (pre-school, not kindergarten), the children don’t go to school on Wednesdays. Or they finish at 12am that day. Meaning that parents have to organise one way or another; leisure clubs, grandparents or one parent stay at home every Wednesday. And guess who that usually is? It’s mum, of course.

Who is usually running to pick up their kids from after-school activities before it closes at 6.30 pm? Mum. Meaning that she has to adjust her work to fit the logistics of the family. Usually under the pretext that the husband is earning more, so again, no equality.

In other words: Women work for less pay in the workplace, they take more of the burden at home, and they run like Forrest Gump every day to be in the right place at the right time, and at the end of the day, they are punished economically for doing less professional work than the men, and so they have less pension. If all the “invisible” chores done by women every day were to count as workhours during a week, our pension would look very different.

If parents start to educate their children at home in the same manner, regardless of gender, I hope for a better future for both women and men. Because men are absolutely capable of doing the same tasks at home as the women they live with. Just like a woman can be an astronaut, a man can be a caretaker. A woman can use a screwdriver and an electric drill, just as a man can mop a floor and change diapers. If we raise our children to be independent in more ways than the economic sense, and encourage them to use a wider range of their capabilities, including their caretaking cababilities, equality between genders will arrive at a much faster pace.

Let us get rid of the stereotypes that says that a man should be the main breadwinner of the household, and the woman the primary caretaker, and instead create a better symbiosis between the genders.

I will write about that symbiosis in the near future. In the meantime, I hope you enjoyed reading, whether you agree or not. It’s possible to leave a comment on the subject J

Some relations are more difficult than others…

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I have read many places that therapists often advice people to avoid toxic relations. An advice I have no problem understanding, and wanting to live by. The challenge is just that sometimes we are forced to keep those relations in one way or another, because it’s people within our closest circle.

After conversations with several friends, over time, I have realized that one relation many of us feel difficult, is the one with our mother-in-law. And a recent question from one of my friends, “why do you think it’s so difficult?” inspired me to write this little piece.

First of all, I have no definite answer to the question. Second, many people have excellent relations with their in-laws. But for those of us who experience some kind of troubled relation, it seems that there are some things in common.

One thought that has crossed my mind, is that mothers-in-law are jealous of their son’s spouse. It’s not a far out thought, because she has loved her son since he was born, and all of a sudden there’s another woman claiming his attention and love. Which sparks another question; will she ever find the woman he choose good enough for her son? Or will she actively look for faults? Although she will probably do this “in secret”.

One common thing my friends and I have experienced, is the mother-in-law who interferes in our way of raising our children, or who comes around and straight away start to do things around our house. It’s nothing more irritating than this kind of silent way of criticism. Because unless we asked them to come over to give us a hand with the housekeeping, we do take it as criticism when the first thing they do are starting to pick up toys from the floor, or arranging all the kids books neatly in the shelves, or ask if they should take the dirty laundry with them. Perhaps they think they do us a favour, perhaps they do not intent to provoke us, but a tired mum with toddlers might perceive this behaviour in a hostile manner.

Which brings me to yet another thought. I have had to face on quite a few occasions comments like “you look tired”, or “you look irritated”, or “are you not well” when my kids were still at the age when they woke up at night, or when I had a rough time managing two-under-two alone, while my husband was away at work. I can assure you that comments like that is the last thing you need when you feel totally exhausted, but still tried to fresh up a bit to look kind of representable, and took your children to see their grand-mother. First time I let it pass, second time I bit my tongue, third time it really started to piss me off, and if I do remember correctly, I think I finally asked her to stop her comments. I guess she didn’t take it too well, because younger people should not answer back to the elder. Because mothers-in-law often put themselves in a superior position, even if we no longer share household or have to answer to her on a daily basis.

I also think that mothers-in-law keep a close eye to how we treat their sons. If we live up to the standard she sets. A standard I guess few of us are able to meet.

In case of conflict between a son and a mother, I also think that the wife will often be accused of turning son against mother. Perhaps not in direct words, but never forget that daughters-in-law are women too, and our intuition is no worse than that of the mothers-in-law. We quickly sense that something’s going on. No words need to be said, we see the look, feel the cold, sense the tone.

Of course the nature of the relation is also depending on the personalities involved. It’s why this is not something that affects every mother/daughter-in-law relation, or it affects it in different degrees. But at worst, it can be really tricky.

Perhaps things are about to change, as new generations have different experiences than old ones with balancing work and family. The next generations of mothers-in-law (like my friends and myself) have more than a formal higher education, we have also lived a life of our own before settling down, unlike our own mothers and mothers-in-law, whom for the most part left their parents’ house to go live with their husbands. And most likely not very far from both their own family and their in-laws. But living in close proximity or not, in our western society, the core family is the valued standard. We no longer depend on the extended family as we did before. We prefer most of the time to manage on our own, we have our own ideas about how to raise our children, and how to manage our daily lives. We read books and articles on child development and education (perhaps too many?), and we openly disagrees with the older generation about child raising. And not the least, even when we try to avoid conflicts, we don’t accept whatever comes from the other end. Modern women set their boundaries, which is not always well perceived. We don’t hang around simply to please everybody else, we have learned to say “no”, and for some this is a bitter pill to swallow, simply because what they deem best, or what they want, is not always what we want.

This might also have to do with how previous generations interacted, with the eldest having more authority. Now that they have reached the top of the hierarchy, they think it’s their prerogative to decide for everybody in the family. And I think that with the elevated level of education for both men and women, this is posing a problem, as we want to do it our way. We are no longer asking “how high” when asked to jump, we rather ask “why?”  

I have to end this by saying that I’m the mother of two boys, and one day in the future I might be the mother-in-law. I’m pretty sure I’m not going to be a perfect mother-in-law, but I do sincerely hope that I will have the sense to ask before just assuming what my sons and their partners need, and not go about doing what I think they need or want. My aim is to treat them as equals, not inferior, non-experienced people. If they ask for advice, I will give advice, otherwise I shall do my best to keep my mouth shut. Being who I am, I know that can prove difficult at times, but as I said, I’m no more perfect than anyone else… I still hope I can have a good relation with my sons and their partners, based on openness and mutual respect.